Day #64 Of My Tour in Sinus Hell©

DAY #64 Of My Tour in Sinus Hell©

BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL U THAT GOD IS SICK AND TWISTED,
HE SITS AROUND LITERALLY HOPING THAT MY SINUSES GET SO GUMMED UP THAT THEY WON'T DRAIN AT ALL,
&THEN THEY WOULD BLOCK UP MY ABILITY TO HEAR MYSELF SPEAKING,
AND I AM NOT A LITTLE CLAUSTROPHOBIC,
&I HAVE A HEART ARYTHMIA ETC.
*VICIOUS CYCLE,
I HAVE TO MUCH CLEAR THICK MUCUS SOME TIMES,
THEN NOT ENOUGH,
ONE SIDE OF MY NOSE HAS A POLYP AND IS ALMOST CLOSED,
BUT I CAN BREATHE FROM THAT SIDE ALRIGHT,
USUALLY,
THEN WHEN I GET ALL DRY INSIDE MY NOSE,
THE MUCUS THICKENS AND EVENTUALLY HARDENS,
GROSS,
WELL U ALL DESERVE ME TELLING U THIS,
THEN MY REV.12 GETS A BIT PANICKY AND ANXIOUS BECAUSE ONCE THAT MUCUS THICKENS AND HARDENS,
LET THE PRESSURE BEGIN,
OR GET WORSE IN MY HEAD AND EARS,
MY REV.12 SINUSES ARE TRYING TO GET RID OF IT,
BUT IT IS ABSOLUTELY HARD TO MOVE,
BUT AS IT TRIES TO MOVE,
I GET AN EAR BLOCKED FEELING,
BUT THEY AREN'T REALLY BLOCKED,
IT'S JUST PRESSURE,
BUT IT CAN MAKE MY REV.12 SOUND MUFFLED OR IF BAD ENOUGH IT CAN MAKE IT SO I CANNOT EVEN HEAR MY OWN VOICE,
I AM CLAUSTROPHOBIC,
AND THIS IS ABSOLUTELY TORMENTED AND GOD KNOWS THIS,
AND I LITERALLY AM NERVOUS,ANXIOUS AND UPSET EVERY DAY ABOUT THIS,
I HATE GOD WITH EVERY ABSOLUTELY EVERY PART OF MY REV.12 BEING,
I ABHORE GOD,
I LOATHE GOD,
I DISPISE GOD,
IF JESUS CHRIST MY HUSBAND THE MESSIAH WERE HEAR,
HERE,
GOD WOULD NOT EVER DARE TO HARM ME REV.12,
NOT EVER,
I ALSO GET SO DIZZY WHEN MY EARS FEELS BLOCKED UP,
AND GOD KNOWS IT,
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NOWHERE TO RUN FOR HELP,
PANICK COMES OVER ME REV.12,
&I ALMOST PASS OUT GETTING LIGHTHEADED,
I AM THAT CLAUSTROPHOBIC©

****GOD IS THE SICKEST CREATION TO EVER EXIST©








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