I can't believe God is putting me, Kimberly Marie lapointe, rev.12., Jesus's wife, through this..

The bible is clear and more God isn't,I am in absolu agony, and God thinks this is fun, he told me and yes he must certainly did, and keeps wanting people to try and come out thinking they are this and I am not ok with this, see God in the bible in revelation let's two ends time prophets that come back from heaven, probably elijah and samu, they come back and God lets them even shoot fire from their mouths, but let's people murder them for three days and while they are dead,people are so happy they pass out gifts, then  god raised them, from the dead, why would God ever let the wicked get so excited, God is not good at all, God needs to rescue me, and I mean now, it did not take over ,,,,10 years to rescue me, and he is messing around, this, while time, this is life and death, he keeps trying to give me a nervous breakdown, for real,I keep seeing a, vision,I see the scene in naustrodaumus, where his future wife,hangs herself almost, and he breaks into her room and pulls her down, then he he has sex with her..I keep seeing Jesus and I, Kimberly Marie lapointe, rev.12., Jesus Christ's wife.